He sighed, he hadn't really wanted to talk about since the conversation was going pretty well, but he couldn't think of a way out of it. "When I was ten most of the people in my town got shot. My parents, most of the other adults, and some older kids. One of them was the kid I mentioned, Andrei. I think it's called survivor's guilt, but I just started messing with people as revenge and a distraction," he felt he needed to defend himself, "nothing to big though, usually."