"Hmm? Oh, it's, um..." Spencer bit his lip, desperately hoping that his embarrassment wouldn't reach his pale cheeks. "God, I can't believe I said that. Well, if you really want to know, I, uh, I'm sort of... in love with Roman. Hopelessly unrequited. I mean, he has a girlfriend, and it's just..." He shook his head, lips pressed tightly together.