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I have tons of names in my head but I can't decide on one. You want to know because I'm in a lot of pain because I'm dealing with a lot of crap you don't understand and you will never understand. I have OCD and several other things I'm not gonna list. Me finally choosing a name feels like the biggest accomplishment in the world. Do you know how sad that is? I feel pathetic. Writing is the only thing I can do because I can barely get out of bed. I can't concertante. I can't even talk to my friends. They're actually not even my friends because I haven't really done anything with them in TWO YEARS!
Does it sound like I'm mad? Maybe a little, but I can't help it when I freak out about something not being perfect. And as for baby names, well I haven't been around people (or at school) for two years, so I don't know names. Also, I don't remember names because I don't remember anything because I fell and lost all of my memory. Oh and let's not forget, I'm just a fourteen-year-old girl!

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