I'd probably go crazy, too.
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Miriam was named less than a month after I found out I was pregnant. To this day I still don't know how we settled on Miriam or why - it was a name I liked, but Alexander had always been wishy-washy on it. As you know, we had always planned on using Margaret. But Miriam came up, it stayed and it fit (although I did try to sneak Nora in). I hope you find the right name, and soon.